Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i feel so hurt sometimes . seriously , i always tell people , if you're affecting by the words people say , ure a weakling. but me myself gets very affected by it. idk why too . era is really a complicated place . why , on earth did i ever go to that place ? maybe last time it was alright . after bunk close down , everyone's coming to era . its like .. idk how to explain . i miss the old era. where it's peaceful. all friends , no taiji , all play play. now ? alot taiji , ka jiao wei , etc .. its the people there . some people i trusted . who say bad tings bout me & it hurts. why ? when did i ever ka ure jiao wei before ? everyting i do has a reason. seriously , i wun do anyting that wun gain me any good. you people dun understand & just tok bout it ? ok .. im so freaking tired . really , about this kind of things .. its unexplainable how i feel ..
oh well . B i really dunno how to help you . i want to help you . but idk how to . the only way is keep toking to you , which doesnt get into ure head. why , everytime i tok to you , you say you understand & you repeat ure mistake time & again . keep cut everywhere of ure body . is it ure way of seeking attention ? about quinn's ting , i tink you shld let go . seriously , i dun tink its her fault . you ureself . told her , you alr dun like lick you . & yet you make trouble time & again . making it difficult for everyone . i have no rights to reprimand you or anything . but i really really want you to change frm the bottom of my heart . i really have alot of problems which are unsolvable . i really hope you will chnge for the better & stop giving people problem . after you see this if you wanna scold me or what ? spam my blog , be it . anw , i dun give a dam abt going to era anymore ok ? im so sick & tired of that place .. of hearing ppl ka abt my jiao wei . bye people . im sry i had to made you read this stupid post.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
inez took those below for me ^^ 
big eye bags ):as promised , pictures are here ^^
oh my gosh . im dead tired. this morning that iva woke me up ! im like so sleepy loh ): havoc uh ! yesterday she slp in my house until today nearly 5 than we leave house . iva go home . i went to era . hmmm , alot tings happen there , dun wish to tok bout it . & my dearest spider , you tink too much ^^ you more important than my bloggy , lol. i love you la spider (: we will last super long ^^ bye earthings <3
hai , im back ^^ so tired ! gosh . i promise to edit my blog right ? i didnt ? LOL . sorry , im too lazy . everyday go out . ok , today i went out with iva & inez . i tell you , they both sot ki ! its like W T F. they both so hyper keep taking pictures . we took alot alot pictures ok. but but im lazy to put them on my blog , so no pictures for you all , so sad ): ok la will post the pictures soon k . this one promise will do one , LOL . i noe you all miss my cute face ^^ zomfg , so bhb :x im oso nuts uh ! follow them really become ding dong one day , crazy people man. aiyoh , spider uh spider. i love you ok ? (:
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
stupid bloggggy ! make me so tired . haven edit finish tomorrow will do it again (: oh well , i noe i haven edit alot of things yet :x i need to remove dead links , link new people up there . edit the url.blogspot tingy , & put my picture in it -_- . lazy sia ! HAHAHAH . i think im going back to friendster , good news or bad ? anw my stupid bloggy , made me miss my audi :\ alright , its ok . grats rename for hitting 140k fp , RENAME HUAT ! <3
Monday, July 13, 2009
heyhey ! yesterday i went out with darling ~ so fun . we camwhore & laughed as if the whole bus is ours , LOL ! everyone's starring at us okay ! but buey paiseh la , LOL ! got me scared what :x darling with me sure high de :x hmmm , after that we went to era & nickyass was so funny , haha ! okok wan to see pictures ? go to http://joyce--x.blogspot.com/ <~ my darling's blog . HAHAHAHA ! but dun see my pictures la :x shy shy :x LOL , im so tired . i just came home frm swimming . today's terrible . soso tired & my swollen eyes like oh my godish ? aiyoh , i need to get so many things frm different places ! im going to tell papa i nid money to buy things :x HAHAHAHA ! my miki boy so cuteeeee ! his the cutest dog ever , omg . HAHAHAHA , im going in audi , tata <3
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
mayb you've change like totally ? when i tok to you i feel weird or like , idk .. sometimes , i sit down thinking why do gurls always have to b the one whose suffering & not guys . why why why ?! so unfair right ?! im on the urge of killing someone & feel like crying at the same time too . like so confused . idk what to do anymore ! whatever i did seems wrong .. or like nobody's understanding what i did ? im like dying soon . my stomach is killing. the pain is unbearable . the pain can make someone fainted . yes , fainted . i almost faint yesterday . sitting down thinking , i get more & more stressed up . & my stomach hurts more & more . IM NOT PREGNANT , lol ! dun anyhow think ok ! just abit of gastric & stomach flu . tmr got skul , wat the fckish . go to skul in this state . shag -_- . idk whether you still trust me or whatsoever , but it seems like you don't anymore. anw , i rmb the memories we had when we were together . mayb its over ? mayb it isn't . oh well . whatever . im like zomfg , so confuse ?! ok la , forget all this man . my freaking stomach hurts badly right nw . im gonna bed alr , nights readers <3
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
im like soso sick ): i hardly have enough strength to type. im down with fever , stomach flu , cough & vomitting . its so suffering ): although i vomit like twice alr , my hair still smells good , YAYYY . credit for sheryl :x lol im nuts , fever burn my brain down . hmmmm , im like gonna bathe later & i bet mummy's gonna nag. oh well i wanna go in audi , but i tink i wun have the strength to play ): oh well , go in slack oso good :\ tata earthlings , love ya <3
Monday, July 06, 2009
hello bloggy , im back. with alot of feelings in me . sometimes or shld i say always like everyday ? lol . ok forget it . i bet you dun understand what im trying to say . this few days , esp today . somehow i feel some sadness in me , haha ! i dun want to explain neither do i want to tink about it . i was at home till 5 ? than i went to bathe & everything , left the house at ard 6 for era. when i was at home , omg the feeling's like suffering . i keep tinking & thinking . so much that i cannot tahan than i went out to have fun . so here i am , blogging nw . tomorrow im going to skul to study ): haha , mayb feelings are fading . you dun wanna contact me or whatever . im fine with it , oh well . what can i do ? lol . ok , enough of toking. im tired of thinking soso much . im gonna like surf the net than go to slp ASAP ? if i can slp instantly , that will b perfect (: love ya bloggy <3
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
sometimes im at lost , why do i have a little sister which i love alot & yet she can fail me time & agn .. you noe i really hate those few friends of hers . really , sometimes i feel so hurt when i see her with them . i dun like her to mix with bad companies . i dun wan her to follow my footsteps ): thats why i always scold her . be it public or home :\ im sry , but i didn't want you to turn out the way i am now . if you really understand .. that will b great . but i dun tink you will understand what we had ever done for you . ure still young & you've become like this .. i dun wan to eloborate much , sigh , sandra lim jun yin ! dun b like this ): i miss the old you. i noe you feel guilty when i ignore you , please change back to ure old self ): aiyoh , i really shall stop here . bye bloggy , love ya <3
